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To Those Whom This Concerns(or A Letter to Family)

by ~WindyRein, Nov 6, 2012, 11:34:53 AM
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / Letters

Thank you, sincerely and from the bottom of my heart.

For the uncle who speaks like a literary professor (in two languages, he has a certificate to show as proof) and spent years, maybe decades in the Board of Governors for an international corporation.

For the godfather who is one of the leading cancer researchers in the world.

For the uncles and cousins and aunts and nieces and nephews that are all either over-achievers or bottom scum.

Thank you for the laughter and the singing and letting me be when all I want is silence. Thank you for letting me speak my mind and being given the right to my own opinion on love, religion and politics no matter what my parents say.

Thank you, Mom, sincerely and from the deepest pits of my blackened mind.

For making me insecure. For making it impossible for me to be able to take control of my life when you've always been there.

For talking about finding a boyfriend (or a girlfriend, that's just as fine, really) and grandkids and how having little people (cousins) running around is almost like having those grandkids.

Thanks, for making me think I can never be good enough, so I don't even try. For the screaming matches and cussing at me when I was twelve (I don't care if you don't remember, I do).

Thank you for the hugs and the comfort and letting the tears fall and just being there. Thank you for letting me make my own mistakes (even when I know they are mistakes beforehand). Thank you, I suppose, for believing me even when I've lied to you so many times I can't even keep count anymore.

Thank you, Dad, sincerely and from the infinite abyss of my soul.

For making comments every time I'm not covered like a Victorian Lady. For crushing the tentatively growing confidence of a teenager…just because you don't like make-up.

For thinking that moving in with my best friend when I just wanted away from you and Mom must mean we are secret lesbian lovers.

Thank you for being the one I can bitch to about Mom and her "unreasonableness". For baking with me. For teaching me about machines and answering my incessant questions even when I don't really understand. For letting me run away from overbearing aunts and social interactions. For commiserating with me about the coddling of the youngest family members.

Just thank you to all of you, for everything.

Love,
Me (i'm sure you can guess)

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Barest BonesThe barest bones of beauty
Starting at that first cry
The barest bones of beauty
Postpartum decay’s end
And everything’s more beautiful
rottingdecayingmildewing
The beauty of broken pieces
Ugly, ugly perfection
Unreal and so very, very awful to
Look at
brokenbrokenbroken
So beautiful
Best beauty becomes breakdown

Infected
Necrosis infested
Stardom

If only, if only I could
If only words could

Biological putrefaction

Postpartum decay…
No words can describe
The awful, horrible beautyBarest Bones by ~WindyRein

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Manicity of Mindless MumblingsPoetry, poetry, poetry
Words and lines and rhymes
Meaning and loss
And forgiveness
Meaningless
Metaphors of
Madness

Wonderlands &
Underlands
Cackles from a
Corner of
Convenience

Who cares,
Who cares?

Have you seen
the dog?
The mangy
flea-bitten thing

Madness
Madness
Madness

Silence, silence
giggle
Silence, silence
crazy
silence, sanity
poetry
sanity and loss
words
insanityinsanityinsanity
Silence

Meaningless…Manicity of Mindless Mumblings by ~WindyRein

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To Someone Hoping For An Unchanging UniverseHi,

First, I’d like to point out that, yes, I know this is probably absolutely pointless. I know myself after all. Then again this might actually be the year that everything changes...but I seriously doubt that, if something drastic doesn’t happen.

But. My point. Maybe you could try for actually passing every course this year and get that summer job that you’d get credits for. So, you know, you’d actually graduate at some point in the future at least, if not exactly according to schedule...

You ever think about actually talking to Mom (and maybe Dad, but maybe you could leave that for Mom?) about why, exactly, you tTo Someone Hoping For An Unchanging Universe by ~WindyRein

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To Those Whom This Concerns(or A Letter to Family)Thank you, sincerely and from the bottom of my heart.

For the uncle who speaks like a literary professor (in two languages, he has a certificate to show as proof) and spent years, maybe decades in the Board of Governors for an international corporation.

For the godfather who is one of the leading cancer researchers in the world.

For the uncles and cousins and aunts and nieces and nephews that are all either over-achievers or bottom scum.

Thank you for the laughter and the singing and letting me be when all I want is silence. Thank you for letting me speak my mind and being given the right to my own opinion on love, religion and politics nTo Those Whom This Concerns(or A Letter to Family) by ~WindyRein

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by ~WindyRein, Apr 17, 2012, 11:11:31 AM
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Mood: Tired
Listening to: Adele - Set Fire To The Rain (Rhubix Dubstep Remix
Reading: Fyodor Dostoyevsky's The Idiot
Watching: Bleach & Never Mind the Buzzcocks
Playing: Mind games with self...
Drinking: Wataaah

So, first of all, don't tell my muse (the bipolar split personality owning bitch) but I'm posting my older things to lure her back...which quite nicely leads to my current frustrations.
I have absolutely no motivation for anything school-related at the moment so, apparently, my muse has figured she'd ditch me for some "hellfire and brimstone"-loving from Crowley and mischievous Trickster-loving from Loki. -.- This again leads to me drowning myself in fanfic -.-' Not so bad I know, but then again fanfic-marathons tend to lead to sleep deprivation and/or insomnia which fucks up my school-life even worse. So, yeah... FML.

On a brighter note, I've been accepted to my school's exchange program, which lands me quite nicely in Austria for something like four and a half months next year

So, what I'm basically saying is that, I'm working on something shiny and new and wonderful...but it seems to be a painful and gruelingly long process...

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~WindyRein

Cynical sceptic paranoid bastard
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature

Finland

Just a small and a bit lost creature from Finland who thinks they might even have some talent in this thing called art-making but then again everytime they look at anything they've done, there's a flaw. Or epic failure...

Writing is my field but I do love photographing, too. I just don't have the equipment to be taking awesome photos. (a camera would be nice for starters) Or the models for that matter... If I could work with models is a completely different thing then..

My likes tend to dark things but there can be the occasional ray of light mixed in it all.. Blood is what I like and the Sun what I hate.. No, I'm most definitely not an albino but why, yes, I do want to rule a small piece of this world, if not all of it, at some point in time...

I have been described as psychotic, neurotic, weird, twisted and masochistic but also as lovely, confusing and fun... There's also the occasional call of "Birch" but that has nothing to do with the tree..

And something a bit more in depth and me: [link]

xxx

Clubs I'm a member of:

Current Residence: The Land of the Thousand Lakes and lots of trees... -.-'
Favourite genre of music: Umm, everything?

But srsly, it's almost everything, depending on my mood...
Favourite style of art: Written & photographic
Operating System: Vista
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano 3rd gen (the only real nano in my opinion

)
Shell of choice: Nokia 6267 (although I curse it to hell almost daily

)
Wallpaper of choice: Coffee is a drug. A warm delicious drug... (brainlesstales)
Skin of choice: My own, thank you very much...
Favourite cartoon character: Joker
Personal Quote: I write what I do so I wouldn't do what I write.

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~DoctorxJack Jun 2, 2013 Professional Traditional Artist

Thanks for the fave

~eDaBay Apr 27, 2012

thanks for the fave ^^

~The-Golden-Knight Mar 28, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

HI! Thanks for visiting. I hope to see you around more!

~lemonman666 Dec 31, 2011 Student Filmographer

Jesus christ you're still active.

~WindyRein Jan 13, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

And what made you think I wasn't?

~lemonman666 Jan 13, 2012 Student Filmographer

I dont know, it's been like what...3 years hahaha?

~WindyRein Apr 14, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Yeah, I s'pose but that doesn't really mean anything

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~Jaabuli Aug 3, 2011

Kiitos suosikista. XD

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Thank you for the favorites. Ludiinvalidipro is no longer together. If you wish to see the new group's work, please visit ~Remember-November. Thank you again.

~TSalad Dec 4, 2010

kiitos kiitos ku nää otit suosikeiiiks :3 paljon... suosikeiks...

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